Sunday, February 21, 2010

life is so unfair...Ya Allah....knp aku???

a very hactic morning...suddenly my big brother out of breath....aku raser jantung aku yg da stop td,tp alhamdulillah rupenyer itu da jadi perkara biase kt sini....i have to adapt rupenyer...aku x sanggup sbenarnye nk tgk semua nie,tp life goes on.....i have to be strong...tp aku cukup strong ker mcm yg laen....??raser x pun...

kesian demok....mesti penat jg big bro,tp dier relax jew....i can,t express with words my sadness...it is so unfair...berdosa aku ckp mcmnie...semua yg jadi ader hikmahnye..tp knp aku yg nak tanggung semua nie..aku x strong maner pun...tp btol ckp big bro,ini ujian bg dier...i have nothing to say..just hoping he will be ok and i just miss my big bro yg ske mrh2 aku,yg aku takut dr kecik smp skang.....i really miss all that moment....seryes shit....

Tp aku tensen giller skang nie dgn sorrounding,environment yg mcm babi,apesalla korang nie muncul dlm idup aku?korang mampus lagi elokla..menyusahkan org...kalau tersepit brla nmpk orang..eii fcukla....orang2 mcmnie mmg patut mampus....aku benci org2 mcmnie....sangat2.......tp xper wat goes around will come back around..itula hukum karma..cepat ngn lambat jer.....Allah tu maha adil,maha mengetahui,Allah is great....

telime lojer..huhuhu...


Thursday, December 10, 2009

life is a rollercoaster...betull..betul..betul...

salam..hehehe ari nie nak try wane purple plak..hehehe..nie wane fav ader hamba allah yg comey,kengkadang kelakar n yet blur..wakaka..btol x along??nak mkn goreng pisang lagi laa..hehehe..nnt along goreng lg eyh...kuikui...

Letihla..br kemas baju..hubby da pegi keja..tuler sape suruh keja kat area kl...kan da kena keja..padan muke..hahaha..cian dier...

gmbr dh upload..huhuhu..muke berlakon...tuhan je tau mase tu kepala mcm nk pecah dah..hehehehe..tp alhamdulillah da settle da semua...thanks kt org yg byk tolong aku....korang tau sape korang..hutang budi dibawa mati nie...hehehe.tq so much.....and smp skang pun bantuan masih berterusan..tak putus2....tq2.....

okler lprla plak..nnt sambung lg eyh...telime lojer.huhuhu..Pn.norzalila yusof melaporkan..yayaya....

Friday, December 4, 2009

ape punye nasib....

salam...
tak taula apesal aku tetibe syahdu+sedey...siot btolla...tetibe terusik..ntahla...aku tau i,m just a passerby..sapela aku nie..aper yg ader?habuk pn xder..asek menyusahkn org je...tp layak kah aku dilyn mcmnie?ke aku yg sensitive sgt?ntahla...

senang sgt ati nie terusik...mcm2 hal la skang....dear bro cepatla blk...raser lost sgt2....well this is lifekan..ader naek..ader turun....telime lojer..huhuhu..

Thursday, December 3, 2009

salam....

it,s been a while....alhamdulillah semua da settle....gmbr nnt dulu la eyh upload...tp ape2 pun..ader bende lagi bsr yg kene settlekan dulu...

to ma beloved bro..keep holding on...i will try my level best k....but pls no information about u guys dlm blog nie...bcoz i already found the "international barua"..semua x bole pakai laa....xperla...take care guys....miss u guys so much......

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along


When everything is wrong we move along
When everything is wrong, we move along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Right back what is wrong
We move along........................
all american reject......nzl...

Monday, November 9, 2009

10 Days To Go....takut...

salam...
eii da lame x tulis blog nie...alkisah bz sket...nway ari nie nk citer psl one of my brother yg masih bersama dgn aku nie...citer nie sebenarnye bg aku sgt sedey,best..actually xder words yg bole describe...

first of all i,m proud of him sb he change alot lps tinggal sorang kt bumi malaysia ni....paling best mase adik 'sakit'dier menggelupur mcm org senget...tp mcm sedey gak sb dier sgt concern...

tp terase gak nak kawen nie..sedey....lps nie x bole da macam dulu..tp xpela ini yg adik pilih...tp x bermaksud adik akan lupekn yg laen...never...korang semua da lame simpan dlm hati nie...

dgn x malu nye..i miss ammar very much...tp yg paling x malu...rindu sgt kt jimmy...so much...biala dier bangga pn.mmg rindu pn..hareez pn rindu jgk....haahaha...

tp korang jgn risau...widya,ringgo star,mr.smart byk membantu..without them mesti adik x aper citer....i really appreciate them,syg diorg..muahhxx...

telime lojer..huhuhu...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

salam...

18 days to go......telime lojer...

Thursday, October 29, 2009

jom share ngan sy my countdown..........

20 days to go.......huhuhu telime lojer....